The less you spend today, the better. It's not that you necessarily need to save any money, it's just that your emotions are uncertain, and you could be associating buying something with solving something. Paying a problem to go away isn't going to work, it will only help you waste money. The challenges you have require your attention, and they require hard work: but hard work is the only way to solve problems once and for all. You can do it, so take this opportunity to impress yourself.