You are at a point in your life when you can sit back and relax for a little bit: so why don't you? Hand the reins over to someone else for today and just experience life for a while. Get together with your friends and have some fun if you can: it's not an ideal day for you to go solo if you're looking for fun. Your energy will grow when you're surrounded by the people who like you, so surround yourself with as many of them as you can! Parties are a great idea.