Your ideals grind against the real world today in a difficult way, but the reality check is much needed. Your magnanimity and optimistic outlook are traits that work for you, but it could be that you need to look at the bottom line with an accountant's eye. Make a list of pros and cons, and consider checking with an expert of some kind. You don't love focusing on money, but if you do so: right now: it should save you some future stress.