Your reputation is something you should start taking more seriously. Don't worry: it's not suffering right now, but it could use a polish. So even if you are dying to stick to yourself today, you need to break out of your shell and get out into the world. Show folks what you are made of, and what you can do. Being alone may bring you comfort right now, but being among people will bring you respect and a sense of pride in what you bring to the conversation.