Just because you have a vivid idea of what you want in life doesn't mean that you are going to get it any faster than if you were totally clueless. So if you're wondering when the rest of your life is going to begin, relax! You need to see that every moment of your life is your life, so stop focusing so much on what you want and savor what you have. There is a lot to be grateful for, and you'll have a wonderful day if you start making a list of all those things. Be happy.